I've performed and studied ceremonial magic, enochian magic, occultism, experimented with psychedelics. Scoured the net and p2p channels for esoteric and occult info. read a lot of esoteric stuff.
for a long time now, i have lapped up any and all info. i could find on reptilians/reptoids a'la john rhodes:
http://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=john+rhodes+Reptoids&search=Search
and others:
http://video.google.com.au/videoplay?docid=6596739037703227608
http://video.google.com.au/videoplay?docid=6829943309915048917
and i have a thorough interest in the existence of other-dimensional entities
i'm not interested in information from people who dismiss the existence of other-dimensional entities, even if they are in the UFO field of research. It means they have not done the work. And what they have to say usually means garbage to me.

I think that the divine beings are not extraterrestrial beings.

I believe in God; that there is a God that is a greater - a central - entity, a single being of Love. And there is a collective, love, of God, that is like a one entity, a mass, of loving, divine beings that we are existing away from whilst we experience earth, just like how this red drop of water can exist away from its source:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CJ-AX1G0SmY

i believe there is a great dinstinction between a divine being, of love, that lives with God, and beings, even benevolent beings, that require a physical Intersteller craft to move about, like these folk do:
http://youtube.com/watch?v=As-wYmFYb3I
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n_esPWF84FA
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WFYN3IRXOmo
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C-B8BEsm48g
those guys are extraterrestrial. are 'gods'.

The divine beings, of "God", move as an entity, within a non-physical, living craft

anyways,
The first person i recommend, for his overcritical thinking and rigid scepticism, is Milton "William" cooper:

http://oneheartbooks.com/resources/audios/cooper_mystery_babylon.htm

http://www.hourofthetime.com/majestyt.htm

not that i agree with his version of conclusions, but there's something very important; a psychological minefield, if you will, that he takes you through, that should work in your favor if you don't dismiss him outright just because he seems overly critical and dismissive of the extraterrestrial phenomenon.

His work should make you adjust your reasoning skills with respect to esoteric subjects, spiritual subjects, and the reality of current global and cultural changes, which concerns your liberties and how the world oligarchs are attempting to usurp all these esoteric fields and tie them all up into the package of the New World Order agenda.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7ALLUuvsVkM

So, be extremely critical and wary of all spiritual teaching and esoteric thinking and any broadcasted and "news" information, which is, simply, outside your self.

But if you start looking, always this information will find you, synchromystically, like you've come across a rare find.

Those practices and movements and interests not in keep with the One World agenda will always appear the least popular. But in fact, those movements not in keep with the agenda is where people give feedback the least: Those who know, don't say. Those who say, don't know.

"To fit in; to be part of the so called in-crowd, you have to reconfirm the beliefs of the hierarchy"

The way funding makes its way to these more popular movements, in fact, comes from higher above: "Give me the power to issue a nation's money, then I do not care who makes the law." -Anselm Rothschild

I guess the only reason that ufos are not being promoted by the media, is because those folk funding the media enterprises don't have any proper handle on the phenomena or control over who gets contacted and how they are contacted, so they are unable to usurp the phenomena and weave peoples' interest into their overarching agendas:
http://www.exopolitics.org/Wash-Post-Ike%20and%20ETs.htm

The following is an example of them funding scepticism to usurp the interest of all the sceptics (the guy in this is being well funded, and he knows it..):
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pQvsWlrfmu4

and if the media did start promoting ufos, it would mean that the folk funding "the government" are just about to completely replace that wrapper/paint on their coca cola can, because it would APPEAR as though "the government" has been "completely lying to the people" or that "the government is just completely ignorant and incompetent in dealing with the whole issue."

This 'One World' agenda will always be misrepresented by people, because if there IS an agreement behind all the agendas; a one overarching scheme that unifies all those agendas, there seems to be no one human that seems to able to properly describe this "New World Order" scheme.

Which is why i would suggest that there are unseen forces behind the scenes. And i mean somewhat other dimensional.

And within the confines of this earth amphitheatre is the play of agandas between the humans. One lot of humans, usurping from human fear and from major upheavels, peddling the agenda of these unseen forces, say that humanity is the issue, so they are helping to find reason to bring humanity under the control of a one global dictatorship.

people feel a loss of control, so they wish to exert control as much as they feel they are being controlled.

afterall, greed; the desire to hoard, comes out of a percieved scarcity mentality.

So, like Eckhart Tolle's "power of Now", it is important to address the needs of the now. And so, in the first things first scheme of things, often letting go of the whole spiritual or extraterrestrial talk, or thinking far more critically about it, is an important part of developing a critical mind screen for what is really important.

I think, oftentimes, that denying the spiritual, or being cut off from it completely, can be a higher act of spirit. For it cultivates more appreciation and contrast for the spiritual (or the esoteric) when you come back to it.

as well as william cooper, Jordan Maxwell; called the godfather of occult and secret societies, is even more on the spot and in the know and well read about such things in this vein..

http://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=henry+maxwell

http://www.jordanmaxwell.com/

for further info. i include the following:

trail blazers:
jordan maxwell
milton "willian" cooper
william henry
joseph campbell
michael tsarion
Hakim Bey/Peter Lamborn Wilson
daniel winter
richard hoagland
david wilcock
david icke
jay weidner
bill schnobelen

occult:
anthony hilder
alan watt
jim marrs
Richard Sauder

political:
Eric Hufschmid
Arthur Koestler
norman finkelstein
Christopher Jon Bjerknes
Ezra Pound
daryl bradford smith
alex jones
jeff rense
eustace mullins
greg palast
christopher bollyn
Andrew Hitchcock
Texe Marrs
Benjamin Freedman
David Shayler
Annie Machon
Kay Griggs
G. Edward Griffin
gore vidal

astro(theo)logy:
Rick Levine
Rush Allen
Immanuel Velikovsky
acharia s.

pharmacratic inquisition:
andrew rutajit
james arthur
Jack Herer
jan irvin
john allegro
gordon wasson
paul stamets
rick strassman
Clark Heinrich

philosophy:
timothy leary
Robert Anton Wilson
terence mckenna
billy meier
eckhart tolle

science:
Tom Bearden
Marko Rodin
stanley meyer
tim ventura
Edward Leedskalnin
Fulcanelli
Walter Cruttenden
paul laviolette
jan lamprecht
david sereda

current extraterrestrial:
Dan Burisch
jim sparks
mary rodwell
Richard Boylan
philip schneider
john rhodes
Philip Corso
steven greer
alex collier

(extraterrestrial) history:
Michael Heiser
Robert Temple
William Bramley
Jeremy Narby
Erich Von Daniken
John Anthony West
zecheriah sitchin
lawrence gardner
ahmed osman
Robert H. Eisenman
michael cremo

health and spirituality:
Dean Radin
Anodea Judith
Barbara Brennan
candace pert
Gary Zukav
Deepak chopra
lorraine day
Ingo Swann
bruce lipton
gregg braden
daniel pinchbeck

positive thinking:
neil fiora
Anthony Robbins
"abraham" hicks
wayne dyer

language:
Henry Brinkley Stein